A blood soaked Arthur IS RISING

Gonzo journalism and fiction is a tricky mix.... Welcome to my razor's edge.

HELLO THERE...

I am an elf in the attic making mind toys with sharp edges; an educated writer who gets good reviews, who you can read for free in the rough form of first drafts on the web, or purchase in a book form.
The best soldier does not attack. The superior fighter succeeds without violence. The greatest conqueror wins without struggle. The most successful manager leads without dictating. This is intelligent non aggressiveness. This is called the mastery of men.

tao

Welcome to you, I am John Scott Ridgway, Novelist, Poet, Blogger, Radio and TV writer and actor... five books, also paint in oils and acrylics. I am poet warrior of sorts, a non violent radical, personally, though understanding of those who choose other paths IN THE EIGHTY PLUS COUNTRIES AT LAST COUNT THAT came in this blog ...

The predicted revolutions in the USA and around the would are going to


be violent in the next twenty years, is what the CIA says. I want them to stay peaceful, which is the only way to win this struggle between haves and have nots. They have more guns, we have more people,, and they include the mothers and sisters and brothers of the people they will ask to fight us.... I think they underestimate the police.

NEVER ACCEPT APPEASEMENT OVER JUSTICE. By any means necessary is the reality. . . the USA can be spared stupid wars, but other countries. . . need different solutions. . .

The number of Countries that have come in to have a look at this blog humbles me. Thank you very much.


NEVER UNDERESTIMATE HOW MUCH I DESPISE VIOLENCE

EXCEPT UNDER EXTRAORDINARY CIRCUMSTANCES BY

PROFESSIONALS, HOPEFULLY, like the police, military, etc...

understanding that violence is sometimes needed

does not mean I like anything about the sound

of fists hitting faces

Boxing is too much for me

make me feel like I am watching

dog fights with toothless pitbulls


"I am an artist first, and a politician second," as John Lennon said.

My intentions are to stop the violence from entering into

revolutionary wars

the CIA

predicts


will break out in the next twenty years all over the

world, including here...

But Ill tell ya,

if there is not some redistribution of

wealth here there and everywhere

WE WILL WITNESS THE HORROR

THE HORROR

OF WAR ON all OUR SHORES




My intentions is to keep these protests peaceful

so we can win

without bloodshed



Total War for Total Peace

Never incites violence

or destroys property

you should be able

to go to protests with strollers and babies

parents feeling as safe as the police


Now, poetry...


I am too far out into the battlefield to retreat. This CHARGE is win or die...




PROPHECIES OF ECSTASIES AND HORRORS


A blood soaked Arthur has risen



be aware

be very aware


total war
for total peace
is being fought
HERE

THERE will be many ways to die
and only one to live
give and give and give
until the worlds downtrodden and oppressed
can begin to forgive
before things get bloody and ruthless
My Peace sign shot full of holes
and my reason ignored
drowned out by the roar of machine guns

You cannot break the golden rule
all the time and not expect
consequences from nature
mankind


we will fight for our right to thrive as well
we do not accept your sentence
to poverty so you can earn more
by shipping the factory off to China
WE ACCEPT NO CHAINS...
BREAK THOSE WE HAVE
COME RUNNING FOR OUR OPPRESSORS
WHO THE HELL WOULDN'T???


nothing this mindgame in america can do to us
can destroy this thing inside that yearns for freedom
enough to die in the name of JUSTICE
generation after generation
from time
immemorial










No more hyper-reality FOR US. We have already spent too long in an oasis of belief where nothing is wrong, folks... Now, we must face this was all a mirage... and try like hell to get out of this desert... or resolve ourself to the fact that we will leave our children to starve in the barren sands.


There are better ways to defeat an enemy than an outright fight, especially if you are vastly outnumbered, like the Elite. MSM PSY-WAR allows them to control our actions through our thoughts, and basically stop our FORCE from activating. I am not saying we should fight just because we can win, I am just saying we should fight before we lose, if no other option is left us.... because a world is at stake.

  • You are a spark in dry timber, stopped from becoming a roaring flame
    only by -- YOUR OWN DISBELIEF IN YOUR POWER TO IGNITE...
    They SET UP LAWS THAT ALLOW THEM TO STEAL. MURDER. BRAINWASH THEIR CRITICS. We must begin to feel challenged now to stop them. Or WE WILL LOSE EVERYTHING. PERIOD. THE SKY, OTHER SPECIES, OUR WATER... OUR MINDS. No more hyper-reality for us... too long in that oasis where nothing is wrong folks... we must face this is all a mirage.
    • OUR LACK OF RESOLVE TO CHANGE OUR WORLD MUST PUZZLE THE GODS THEMSELVES.... how can we be this collectively dum? And if we are....then the brains will be looked to as potential saviors.... when all too often they are just psocyo-paths and stooges and scared folks under the gun who are ALLOWED to CON EVERYONE... FOR THE GOOD OF A




A cruel slap woke me to the PAIN
at the moment of birth;
My first cry was NO
buried in unintelligible screams.
I am a man now.
Now I catch your hand and break all the fingers.

the promise


You must be whoever the enemy fears the least
or fears the most.

No other position is saf
e

da general


Welcome to the spark that inflames TOTAL WAR FOR TOTAL PEACE.

I am too far out into the battlefield to retreat. This CHARGE is win or die...

THE ELVES ATTIC is stories, poetry, essay's, peculiar events in my life . . . oil painting, articles.


Your patience for bearing with me on my first drafts is a much appreciated kindness. Your worldwide interest is my muse . . .Lately I have been writing a book called Gangsta General x, about a revolutionary in the USA, who is fighting to keep the revolt peaceful as things spin out of control in the states after a famine gets the populace hungry enough to change their society once and for all....



HOW TO USE THIS BLOG: There is a black and white jukebox in the right column that you can shut off, or find songs on.... To listen to the COMEDY SKITS FROM THE SHOW PEACE AND PIPEDREAMS... turn off the black jukebox, and turn on the Green one. I play Moon Bong Haze and Jesus...

I have five majors, five books, two tv shows, a radio show, 76 countries at last count on this site alone, and over a million online readers to my credit. I can't thank any of you enough for all of your help and encouragement over the years; the favors and aide that has been offered me, the trust in my leadership... you are all SACRED TO ME ... even you folks I tend to hate.

TOTAL WAR FOR TOTAL PEACE -- Thank you especially. Your sacrifices live on. I salute you... and SWEAR ON THE GODS OF MY FATHERS THAT WE WILL TRIUMPH AND YOUR DEATHS WILL BE PAID FOR IN BLOOD AND TREASURE.

Thank you.



2009/07/07

An example of me twittering...

I know this is all trendy and what-not, and most people on here are boring... especially the famous ones, who slide by on the cult of personality they have developed. I mean, who cares about the mundane aspects of anothers existence? Fiction writers learn pretty quick that merely writing about themselves is not interesting enough. OFten, they learn this after finishing their coming of age novel and not getting published. I taped prof. at columbia college one year for a video project that I wanted to put together -- in the entire year, only one was cool -- the guy who wrote Paco's Story, which won a national book award... he promptly quit teaching to be a drunken writer, though now, after a few books that don't have the backdrop of excitement like Vietnam, he is back teaching.


I kind of specialize in writing voices other than my own now, though until I was probably 28, I was staring at my navel and writing poetry about it. Mostly I wrote about a guy who was just like me and a woman who was just like my girlfreind. Then, after attending Columbia, where they really do teach you to write a short story by a method that makes you actually see the action taking place in your head. Basically we sat around in circles talking about some thing we imagined in the room, then let the image organically become a story. I could go on about it... if you want to try the method, all you need is the book and a couple writer buddies and the book Short Story Workshop. I took a lot of writing classes at different universities, but only after going here did I find stories naturally pop out of my head with all the classic elements. This is why people laugh at my work. My more serious stories are fairly hit and miss, at least in the blogs, because the ones I published in the print media are gone over for literally years... but on here, you get the first draft.

So... In the blogs, you always get the unfinished product with me. I take the best of the words and make them into books. I do this with a passion now that the government sent someone out to tell me TO JUST THINK BOOKS UP IN MY HEAD AND NEVER WRITE THEM DOWN, OR WRITE CHILDRENS BOOKS. I was stunned when this happened, as I always am a little bit when Big Brother sends someone out to mess with me. I basically told him that I would write whatever the hell I want. This was a big guy, who came up to me saying he was a professor in something... then basically launched into this crap. Oddly enough, I had said the same things out loud, while being bugged, once when I was just so freaked out by being investigated, drugged, and attacked with Quasars (for the entire first week of the radio show, I was puking my guts out... you can buy a machine to do this to your neighbors over the internet... and right wing fucks are using them against leftists. You'll find out if you ever seem like a threat to the status quo. And I am, with my work, not just threatening the status quo, I am cutting off its head and fucking its throat hole.

In fact, not to scare you off, but just coming to this site surely is recorded. Some groups print off my work from one place, then just hand it around. I can't go into that here...

Anyways, since I am thinking about going ont he Alex Jones show... I am trying to decide what to say. I think this guy may be a little over the top in some of his opinions, but after what I have been through, it is hard for me to just dismiss all the conspiracies like I once did. Maybe it was just my ill luck to have a large following on the web that they knew would just get bigger with the radio show and Bush hated me. I wrote a lot of short stories where he was a drunken baffoon, but in a way I was also polite to him. I could have had him getting ass fucked by camels for the pleasure of an audience of Sheiks... but I just parodied him. My distaste for the entire Bush clan stems not just from their giving all the middle classes money to their buddies through higher oil prices and basically , with the patriarch of the family being a guy who backed Hitler right up to WWII, has only grown over the years.





The tweets... it is better to start at the bottom and work up. If you want to get jokes from me and ragings, you can pull up tweeter and look for JohnnyPain. Must have that spelling.






I just noticed that some of the words are cut off in this.. oh, well... got to twitter... by hitting on any of the purple mugs below....


  1. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainThe FBI, whom I studied extensively in school, has a history of using right wing groups to advance their agendas. I like them some.. but..
  2. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainThe fbi IS MORE THAN LIKELY working with right wing groups to advance their agenda. Giving them these weapons and targets.
  3. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainWhen I started the Show Peace and Pipedreams and a leftist campaign, I got sick out of nowhere and was puking for a week
  4. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainnon-lethal sound weapons, available on the internet, can be pointed at your neighbors house and make them start puking.
  5. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainI am too NOT paranoid.. took me forever to believe anything like this could happen to me, since I am not a criminal or a terrorist.
  6. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainThey want to get you on med.'s that make you crazy, put you in a home... get you out of the community. Look into it. Everyone should.
  7. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainQuasars... which cause pain, sleeplessness, symptoms of mania; they can see through walls and legally bug everything you say or put on line
  8. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainof a platform, and you may be attacked. Whoever is in charge of this (probably FBI) gives secret weapons to people who are above the law.
  9. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainin school... they never taught about Quasars, or much about domestic surveillance. If you plan on being radical, be prepared... get a bit
  10. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainNow I am researching Gang Stalking... which happened to me while I was running a liberal radio show... I took a lot of military intelligence
  11. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainI am sitting here watching LA collectively forgetting the victims of child molestation... wonder how those kids are reacting to the hoopla?
  12. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainWe will be doing more with these characters soon... now that my hair has grown back out... on the peace and pipedreams site it is 4 yrs old
  13. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainMoonbong is my stoner character created by Jimmy Peace during the peace and pipedreams show listen to old ones on myspace. Smoka a j first.
  14. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainHis cat cleaning service didn't work out... he couldn't take the furballs.
  15. john scott ridgway
    JohnnyPainMoonbong Haze... has started up his gerbong business again... gerbils with air tanks that clean your bongs.
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2009/07/06

forever war








Disturbed
Distraught
Desperate

Monday morning news gives a solemn count of the weekend murders
between jokey weather and sports


TEN shot DEAD over the Fourth of July in Chicago




They show the relatives hugging and crying
images of yellow police tape and cops in bulky, blue body armor

the smiles come back as another story rolls around
can't be too negative on the morning show

I picture their brothers and sisters waking to the darkness way too young
wanting revenge... or justice
mostly wanting to turn back the clock a day
tell their loved one not to sit on the porch that afternoon

they'll round up the rival gangs and shake out a few gunmen
destroy a few more lives

add the eighty high school kids shot down this year

and you have an urban war

Weapons flowing in like the sewage
they stopped five people coming into the fireworks with guns
one gang banger had a sawed off shotgun in his backpack

I never see the violence
Live in a different world than the killers
miles from the deep southside
miles from the deep westside
miles from the entangled lives of gangs

the disease of young warriors raised on rap
looking for street cred because nothing else pays as much in respect
Nobodies taking their backs in the business world, the schools...
No one else offering them money and the knowledge that if anyone messes with them
they can expect worse in return

guerrilla wars raging
between kids with uzi's and M-16's

on the quiet side streets where they feed on the addicted and demonized
fund their wars just like the other Taliban

When the US attacked Iraq
Mayor Daly went on TV screaming that Bush should attack Chicago
That he would welcome the troops to come in and stop the violence



drugs illegal... prohibition driven gangsters in Chi-town
we've been here before
different was the rich and powerful used that drug

The Metaphorically Handicapped live in a world of words
Ignore the facts to stay ensconsed in their mental defense system

they could legalize this shit and STOP the flow of money buying the guns
terrorist groups all over the world would lose out
the citizens would save money on prisoners
lives would no longer be shattered

kids wouldn't be dying from stray bullets every damn day
kids wouldn't have any reason to fight to the death

ahhh.... we live in asylum
Sanity is medicated away as depressin









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2009/07/05

THE FDA DOES NOT WORK FOR YOU.. THEY WORK FOR DRUG COMPANIES...

Here is a wonderful example of Capitalism at work. Paxil is a drug that has caused suicides in people of all ages, and is remarkably similar to other drugs on the market. However, when the FDA decided to rule on this matter, they looked at only one BRAND NAME ... this from a watchdog group on the topic....who point out that the FDA is merely taking this one BRAND NAME away from humans under eighteen, while letting the Drug Companies continue to sell to adults, though they too commit suicide on this drug. Where is the logic? The almighty dollar is the only reason that I can think of. The FDA is not acting in the best interests of the people, so who are they acting for? Drug Companies.

I am not a fundamentalist about this matter, I welcome the new pharmacological ways of treating some forms of mental illness. However, these drugs, and indeed the mental diagnosis that go along with them, are doing a lot of harm.

Most people do not realize that they could be classified as bi-polar for practically nothing, and then be shuttled off to live in a motel, where they take all of your money except 30 bucks a month, and basically warehouse you away forever. This happens a lot in the city, to people who are disabled, especially, because the sleazy hotels they live in take all of their checks, then give them three meals and a bed. You can imagine how denigrated they are. They have no money and you meet them here everyday out scrounging up change. 30 bucks buys four packs of smokes in this city. Let alone weed and wine. What else do they have to do? The world effectively imprisons them.

I was put on a drug in error, that caused me to have seizures, go into the hospital every couple months,once not sleep for seven days... I had been treated by the same doctors for many years, then switched when I got good insurance to a general practisioner, which they had recommended I have. Well, he put me on something called Seroqel, which has a history of driving people mad. The drug made me what looked like madness. And I would go in and get treated for the symptoms, but none of the doctors just took me off the drug that was causing all of the problems.

Finally, I went back to my old doctors, who had treated me for chronic pain with my messed up back that has caused me countless surgeries (it feels like -- I have literally spent better than a year of my life just laying in bed recovering from massive infusions of hip bones being fused into my spine, etc...), and they took me off the Seroqel and I came back to my normal self. There is a lot more involved in this, I believe.... actually. Why I was put on this stuff and kept on it while being treated by various doctors is appalling enough -- if not so suspicious as to involve an unseen hand, and I was embroiled in a battle with the Bush folk at the time and they were fighting back... Oh, well, the point that you need to take home is that if someone you know is put on this drug, or a doctor tries to put you on it, that you should run the other way, or risk suicide, madness, all kinds of neuralogical diseases.
Not to say that I am convinced they never work. I had a freind who was on Zoloft who swore by the stuff. He described how his dosage was so high that he got bursts of joy flowing through his chest, and was afraid that he was actually 'too happy' in a social situation. I don't know what he was like before this stuff, but on it he was pretty happy. He was fun to be around because of this; at least he always laughed at my jokes.

Anyways, this is serious shit. I do not want to appear like a scientologist on this issue... but damn... The FDA just decided to ignore all the suicides that their ruling is going to cause. They sacrificed a few humans for the greater good, eh? The good of .... who? Drug companies.


I have been writing about the FDA since I first read about them. Once, optimistically, I wrote that the great 'we' would run the FDA when Obama took over... obviously, I am a chump sometime... I still like Obama, but he is in a rough spot with a lot on his plate, etc... I'll give him a few years before I come to any kind of judgement; Bush left the world in such shitty shape that no one can be expected to shovel out all that manure in a year....





Rhey focus only on Paxil. The truth is that this is an SSRI class-wide
phenomenon. For example, if the FDA would only look at the data in
Pfizer's May 1996 submission to them on suicidality regarding children
and adolescents in the Zoloft clinical trials, they would see (I) that the
suicidality data between Zoloft and placebo in that report was at least
as damning as the newly revealed Paxil data, and (ii) that, although
they tried to lay the blame for 7 of the 8 suicidal acts off on other
"stressors", even Pfizer ADMITTED that Zoloft triggered the self-
mutilation
and suicide attempt of 8 year old "patient #4






On Thursday, June 19, 2003, the FDA, following the lead last week of
the British MCA, ruled that Paxil should not be given to kids 18 or under,
because of the increased risk of suicidal impulses.

There are several news stories on the Internet, but the most reliable
source of information is on the official website, www.fda.gov. You can
follow the links on that website to the story about their action, and then
to their Q&A's and "contact us" feedback form.

Our main concern about the FDA's action, and particularly about their
Q&A's, is two-fold:

(a) instead of acknowledging the wealth of information that indicates
that this phenomenon affects adults as well as children, they
specifically say that it does not -- people will die because of that
advice;

(b) they focus only on Paxil. The truth is that this is an SSRI class-wide
phenomenon. For example, if the FDA would only look at the data in
Pfizer's May 1996 submission to them on suicidality regarding children
and adolescents in the Zoloft clinical trials, they would see (I) that the
suicidality data between Zoloft and placebo in that report was at least
as damning as the newly revealed Paxil data, and (ii) that, although
they tried to lay the blame for 7 of the 8 suicidal acts off on other
"stressors", even Pfizer ADMITTED that Zoloft triggered the self-
mutilation
and suicide attempt of 8 year old "patient #4".

Hopefully, with public and regulatory attention now focused on the
problem, the FDA will pay attention to REAL human stories from real
people.

WHAT YOU NEED TO DO

Please go to the FDA website, again at http://www.fda.gov, to follow
the links to their action about Paxil and 18 year olds, and to click the
"contact us" button and then report the factual details of your family's
tragedy. Keep it short and simple.

"My husband got Paxil or Prozac or Zoloft from a GP for ____.
Seventeen days later, he hanged himself in our back yard. He was never
previously suicidal and this action was TOTALLY out of character."

It is important in this regard that the FDA see how well your story fits
the pattern of SSRI induced violence/suicide which Lilly recognized way
back in 1990-91. Specifically, the phenomenon has four distinctive
attributes: (i) the suicidality or violence came up suddenly, almost out
of the blue, (ii) it was violent, (iii) there was an obsessive or impulse
nature to the patient's actions, and (iv) it was out of character (they
used the word "egodystonic"). Make your report to them with those
elements in mind.

A copy of this email report could/should also be shared with the
Senator Schumer's office in NY (http://schumer.senate.gov/
webform.html) and with the client's senators and congressmen.
Also, please forward a copy of same to Mr. Andy Vickery, an attorney
who has been successful in litigating a number of these cases, at
andy@justiceseekers.com.

A WORD OF CAUTION.

Families who have settled their legal claims have continuing
confidentiality obligations. These do NOT preclude them from sharing
the particulars of their tragedies with the FDA or members of Congress,
or, indeed, if you choose, with members of the media (contact us and
we will give you email address of appropriate media representative).
However, NO MENTION should be made of a settled legal claim or
lawsuit. IF you have a suit that is currently pending, you might mention
the lawsuit but refer any inquiries about the case to your attorney.
Finally, if an attorney is representing you but the case is still in an
investigative stage, i.e. the claim has not been settled and no suit has
yet been filed, then NO MENTION should be made of any legal claim or
action.

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2009/07/04

The Rebel Words

When did we vote to say that the government can listen to every conversation
monitor every line of type that flows from our fingers?

Did I miss that ballot box?
Where is the politician who is supposed to damn this intrusion?
Jimmy Stewart all alone and proud and indignant got voted out
After the Lobbyiests gave someone else the money to get elected

occasionally the media creates a camelot
to siphon the steam off our dreams
before we explode
in their cities

The unraveling dream lets the paranoids take the podium
Now we listen silently to people we once would have dismissed as lunatics

They are listening to everyone

The revolutionary is squashed
before a renewed revival sweeps across the mad masses

Before... we can stand up and tell them

NO

We did not vote you into power to spy on us
Give up this power
or we'll bring your asses down





































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I am starting to TWITTER....

I started a twitter line a few weeks ago. Did not announce it. I just was experimenting to see if I could use the tool interestingly. It turns out, I have fun cracking jokes on the thing. And since it is a very short message (though wordy I end up going on and on, having to sparce out my message over a few different entries), I can just pop in and out during the day, as I write, when something funny or interesting comes to mind. I do not presume that my life is that interesting, so mostly they will jokes or moments of rage. Seem to be my two most inspired feelings -- mirth and anger.



I would not presume that people will actually be interested in the life of a guy who's only exposure to Chicago is limited to dog walking and trips to my dealer; I'm a writer who has lived a lot of life in my time, and have a lot more to... but, since writing and painting are my job, being home to do them is part of the monastic side of the endeavor. F. Scott Fitzgerald's wife/girlfriend? used to lock him in his study, away from booze, until after two, so he would be forced to write. Sometimes he would rage to be let out so he could get to a bar.

TO GET ME ON TWITTER --- go there and search for JohnnyPain. The capitalization has to be intact.


Oh, yea... I wanted to thank Chuck Goudie for following me on Twitter. It kind of decided it for me when someone in the press decided to check me out right away. I forget that I am known a lot more than it seems like sitting here in my little lif.


2009/07/03

you are being spied on... all you damn terrorists. Didn't even know you were one, did you?

Obama's Black Widow

Thanks to Bush and Obama, the National Security Agency now knows more about you

By Nat Hentoff

Tuesday, December 23rd 2008 at 12:35pm

Barack Obama will be in charge of the biggest domestic and international spying operation in history. Its prime engine is the National Security Agency (NSA)—located and guarded at Fort Meade, Maryland, about 10 miles northeast of Washington, D.C. A brief glimpse of its ever-expanding capacity was provided on October 26 by The Baltimore Sun's national security correspondent, David Wood: "The NSA's colossal Cray supercomputer, code-named the 'Black Widow,' scans millions of domestic and international phone calls and e-mails every hour. . . . The Black Widow, performing hundreds of trillions of calculations per second, searches through and reassembles key words and patterns, across many languages."

In July, George W. Bush signed into law the FISA Amendments Act of 2008, which gives the NSA even more power to look for patterns that suggest terrorism links in Americans' telephone and Internet communications.

The ACLU immediately filed a lawsuit on free speech and privacy grounds. The new Bush law provides farcical judicial supervision over the NSA and other government trackers and databasers. Although Senator Barack Obama voted for this law, dig this from the ACLU: "The government [is now permitted] to conduct intrusive surveillance without ever telling a court who it intends to spy on, what phone lines and e-mail addresses it intends to monitor, where its surveillance targets are located, why it's conducting the surveillance or whether it suspects any party to the communication of wrongdoing."

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2009/07/02

Mark Mumford from San Francisco chronicle -- nature is bi... does this mean God is?

Remember? That positively adorable pair of them, at the Central Park Zoo, who had adopted an abandoned egg and then hatched it themselves and were raising the chick together as a couple, even though the chick was clearly not theirs -- though of course how penguins can actually tell whose kid is whose is still a question. Never mind that now.

The best part: the story was absolutely true. The book, "And Tango Makes Three," was beautiful and sweet and touching in all the right ways -- except, of course, for the fact that it was also totally evil.

For indeed, the penguins in question, named Roy and Silo, were both males. This meant they were clearly in some sort of ungodly, aberrant homosexual relationship, mocking natural laws and defying God's will that all creatures only cohabitate with the opposite sex and buy microfiber sofas from Pottery Barn and eat their meals in silent resentment and never have sex.

Worst of all, the book depicted this relationship, this "family," as perfectly OK, as no big deal, as even (shudder) normal. After all, Roy and Silo didn't seem to give much of a damn. Tango sure seemed happy, what with not being left for dead and all. As of this writing, the Central Park Zoo has yet to be swallowed into a gaping maw of sinful doom. Any minute now, I suppose.

I am right now amused at this because it turns out Roy and Silo were not really so much of an anomaly at all. Nor were they some sort of unholy freakshow, an immoral mistake in the eyes of a wrathful hetero God. Far from it. Turns out they were, in fact, far more the norm than many humans, even to this day, want to let on.

Behold, the ongoing, increasingly startling research: homosexual and bisexual behavior, it turns out, is rampant in the animal kingdom. And by rampant, I mean proving to be damn near universal, commonplace across all species everywhere, existing for myriad reasons ranging from pure survival and procreative influence, right on over to pure pleasure, co-parenting, giddy screeching multiple monkey orgasm, even love, and a few dozen other potential explanations science hasn't quite figured out yet. Imagine.

Are you thinking, why sure, everyone knows about those sex-crazed dolphins and those superslut bonobo monkeys and the few other godless creatures like them, the sea turtles and the weird sheep and such, creatures who obviously haven't read Leviticus. But that's about it, right? Most animals are devoutly hetero and straight and damn happy about it, right?

Wrong.

New research is revealing so many creatures and species that exhibit homosexual/bisexual behavior of some kind, scientists are now saying there are actually very few, if any, species in existence that don't exhibit it in some way. It's everywhere: Bison. Giraffes. Ducks. Hyenas. Lions and lambs, lizards and dragonflies, polecats and elephants. Hetero sex. Anal sex. Partner swapping. The works.

Let's flip that around. Here's the shocking new truism: In the wilds of nature, to not have some level of homosexual/bisexual behavior in a given species is turning out to be the exception, not the rule. Would you like to read that statement again? Aloud? Through a megaphone? To the Mormon and Catholic churches? And the rest of them, as well? Repeatedly?

Would you like to inform them that such behavior is definitely not, as so many hard-line Christian literalists want to believe, some sort of poison that snuck into God's perfect cake mix, nor is it all due to some sort of toxic chemical that leeched into the animal's water supply, suddenly causing all creatures to occasionally feel the urge wear glitter and listen to techno and work on their abs?

And so we extend the idea just a little bit. Because if homosexual/bisexual behavior is universal and by design, if gender mutability is actually deeply woven into the very fabric of nature itself, and if you understand that nature is merely another word for God, well, you can only surmise that God is, to put it mildly, much more than just a little bit gay. I mean, obviously.

But let's be fair. That's not exactly true. God is not really gay, per se. God is more... pansexual. Omnisexual. Gender neutral. Gender indeterminate. It would appear that God, this all-knowing and all-creating and all-seeing divine energy that infuses and empowers all things at all times everywhere, does not give a flying leather whip about gender.

Or rather, She very much does, but not in the simpleminded, hetero-only way 2,000 years of confused religious dogma would have us all believe.

God's motto: Look, life is a wicked inscrutable orgy of love and compassion and survival instinct, shot through with pain and longing and death and suffering and far, far too many arguments about who did or did not pay the goddamn mortgage.

Life on Earth is messy and bloody and constantly evolving and transmuting and guess what? So is sexuality, and love, and connection, and what it means to exist. And if you uptight, hairless bipeds don't soon acknowledge this in a very profound way, well, it ain't the damn penguins who will suffer for it. You feel me?

This, then, is what science appears to be trying to tell us, has been telling us, over and over again: Nature abides no narrow, simplistic interpretation of her ways. Nature will defy your childish fears and laughable behavioral laws at nearly every turn. God does not do shrill homophobia.

Of course, until very recently, science was also beaten with the stick of right-wing fear for many, many years, told to keep quiet about those damnable facts, or else. Homosexuality is a lifestyle! A choice! And you can be lured into it! Seduced by the evil rainbow! Just like those poor penguins! Right.

Let us be perfectly clear. Not every individual animal necessarily displays homosexual traits. But in every sexually active species on the planet, at leastsome of them do, for all sorts of reasons, and it's common and obvious and as normal as a warm spring rain falling on a pod of giddy bottlenose dolphins having group sex off the coast of Fiji.

And either humankind is part of nature and the wanton animal kingdom, a full participant in the messy inexplicable glories of the flesh and spirit and gender play, or weare the aberrant mistake, the ones who are lagging far behind the rest of the kingdom, sad and lost in the eyes of a very, very fluid and increasingly disappointed God.Check out all of my blogs by googling my name, John Scott Ridgway

THE MODEL FOR THE NEW JOURNALISM

I have seen the future, and it IS going to BE cool, and much more democratic. For years, our country has been in trouble because the primary political views espoused were thost who could never harm the owner of the paper --- someone who could afford to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars, making them very UNREPRESENTATIVE of the United States. So, this tiny minority was able to put their interests above governments, public interest... anything, simply by not reporting the story.

I worked a couple years for a nice little tv station, Channel 48 in Toledo, but we had few viewers because the owner of the local paper, refused to list our programs because he had a competing tv statiojn that he owned. This is the notoriously EVIL BLOCK FAMILY, who run one of the most voter spurring newspapser in america because they squeeze out competition -- once they went out and beat up the paper boys of a new start-up. Scared off anyone from delivering the paper, and of course it folded -- this is real life, not a movie where the happy ending scoops in and saves everyone.

The happy endings in movies spread great lies. They say they are just movies, and people like happy endings, but they end up spreading this huge lie -- very difficult situations produce a lot more losers than winners, but Hollywood is usually too stupid to see the amazingin the ordinary, so they ignore the losers and make their story about the winners. Like the sports movies that suck millions of kids into believing they are going to be NBA players -- stopping them from choosing a goal like being a writer, artist, teacher -- realistic goals that they could attain. Instead, most kids who dream of being basketball stars get nothing but those dreams in return -- others really get screwed by it, by going to college and doing nothing but sports, taking dummy me down classes (one Huge University in Michigan had a Hockey Team that filled out workbooks on the bus on the way to games, and that was it... their college experience... I met this guy, by the way, when spending a week in jail for making an important political statement, and his life was a mess -- basically uneducated, because of course he dropped out in his fourth year, when he wasn't making the kind of splash the coach wanted and was dropped by the team... leaving him supposedly to go back to regular classes and continue his education, though in reality this was impossible, so the kids dropped out). Yes, those happy ending sports movies do damage. So does regular reporting that tends to want that same happy ending, and reports those stories more often than the failers. In Chicago, you see this with all the black people who are murdered or raped or whatever on the southside being ignored if one white person has been victimized. Like on the international scene we report on the three americans who were killed in, oh, say Nagasaki, and ignore the millions of Locals killed (not historically accuracy I am going for, but metaphorical... good lesson in New Journalism there).


How can huge problems like this be solved? CITIZEN JOURNALISTS who are ready to take on the issues around them. A lot of people knew about and were enraged over sports figures were being schooled -- I saw a movie about it 30 some years ago, with Robbie Benson, showing this was happening. Unfortunatly, people only remember the happy ending, where he became both academically oriented and winning the big game. This happens to a few people, sure... but this ignores the thousands who end up... in jail. They also use steroids, a lot of time, and professional sports figures are statistically a lot more prone toward beating their wives (happens most frequently after a winning game, interestingly enough).



Now, sending out someone to interview Mayor Daly or whatever, has been the newspaper's realm, prior to their destroyer, the web. How will journalists get paid now to go out do the research that most other writers rely on for their story? I read people who get paid to go out and pursue a story, and they are footnotes everywhere in my writing, and thinking... without them, I would know next to nothing -- I am a fiction writer who dabbles in New Journalism, but mostly I just sit here and write. There is nothing, usually, in my actual physical environment that bears writing about.

There is a group here in Illinois that funds journalists, so that investigative reporting can continue on various important topics -- government corruption in the case I am thinking of, where a very well respected Chicago Journalist retired from working for the tv news and got a job doing investigative reporting full time for a long running co-olition of funders.


This co-olition of funders has been expanded on the web. People buy or donate or whatever from websites that they want to continue. We could do the same thing for journalists. People with certain political beliefs would want to make sure that someone was looking at their world through their perspective. This sounds like the non-objective way of writing journalism, instead of the supposed objectivity that newspapers and tv news are always talking about having, even Fox news, which is a few facts woven around right wing propoganda. They want their warped view of reality to spread. The sane try to counter this with the Daly Report, Colbert, Rachel Maddow and other shows that are primarily liberal in their intent.

People involved in this know something that makes them missionary in their work -- they are fighting a war for the perceptions of the world, the perceptions that will shape how we act, vote, believe in spirituality, etc... If you think we cannot be shaped by such things, remember how Bush successfully drummed up support in people who hate war to 'stop terrorists from getting nuclear bombs." Some love it, in the context of what it can do to save people, etc... others just because they want to use guns to get their point across, or to smite their adversaries, like the Iranaian Governments crack down on protestors demading a fair election. Showing more balls than the states had when Bush stole not one, but two elections... or at least that is how it is percieved, especially the last one, and people here did not do shit. Period. This should have had us outside the courthouse with Pirchforks and Torches, with the cops and the miltary on our side.

With the rise of people being read on the web for their views of local events, there is an excellent opportunity for savvy journalists, or people who would like to be, to put together a co-olition of writers, who feel strongly about their politics, and realize that they were never really objective in the first place, so they might as well admit it, rather than hide their views by taking on stories that focus on their beliefs, just by showing them, without seemingly taking a side... but, the trick is, like Fox knows, that just by mostly reporting good news on Republicans, and bad news for the Democrats, they seem objective if you are on of those people who cannot see the larger picture; where Fox news is merely a propoganda devices supported by seemingly substantial facts, merely because they use current events like footnotes in their ideological speech.


Mine is going to called the Alpha Mind Society, which will be a group of journalists who support leftist ideology. People who believe in these issues will want to support us. I want people who join to be like minded, not forced to think in a certain way. We have to fight fire with fire, and if Fox news wants to be blatant all the time right-wing, and even the New York Times fails to discuss a lot of issues, people should and will act (I was in one class that showed the NYT ignores a lot of stories that reflect well of the leftist who are just a little or a lot left of the NYT. They are as much a tool, sometimes, as FOX. One example -- you can pretty much bet, if you read an article in the NYT about Unions, they will interview the head of the company, and ignore the head of the union. They might get a couple sound bites from someone on the picket line, but they almost never go to someone like the articulate, politicized head of the Companies being picketed. Another thing they do is report on the Strikes like they are merely inconveinances for everyone else, instead of talking about the real problems that have driven the union to take a drastic action that hurts their bretheren a lot, too, and is not taken lightly).

A journalist who understands stand-point theory would know that without looking at everyone's point of view, the reader does not have enough information to make an informed decision. Like the best model yet of government to come along, The Round Table of King Arthur, where every view is equal, and what they agree on takes all of these views into consideration and then they really do see all sides of the stone before they make a decision. The reason this is avoided now by the unwitting tools of the immoral minority, is because it would cost them money, change their lives a little bit -- make them fear they could end up 'common' (5% who own almost all the wealth of the United States... leaving most childen here to be raised in poverty -- whose america is this? Theirs. They hold onto resources that would probably solve all of the worlds problems if they just spread their wealth around.''


I am happy to see this manifesting. The web has produced journalists who get funded by readers and advertisers. So, thus Communal Journalism has of course already started. I would not have come up with this without having it banged into my head for years. Sounds almost obvious, right?

People could put together pools of journalists based on the idea of Objectivity, as well. If that is what they believe is possible, or want, they should have the option.

Go Forth And Tell The World... THE FUTURE IS HERE NOW.









2009/07/01

A Real Hero

Acting Director Erwin McEwen
Illinois Department of Children and Family Services
fought in court to keep the money for foster care kids from being cut by the so called DOOMSDAY budget in Illinois, where naturally they are going to balance the budget on the backs of the most vulnerable in our society. Mr. Erwin stood up in court and successfully argued that this would break state laws which mandate that foster kids have to be treated humanly. We are seeing the terrible effects still of Reagen, who balanced budgets on the backs of high schools by cutting out sports and arts, rather than raise taxes on his rich supporters. What a bastard. Here you have the exact opposite of Reagan, a man who said that taxing the rich has to be done to take care of the poor, disabled, elderly, because we would damn well do it for them if we were healthy, and if they are too selfish, well fuck them.. they want to end up in a war with a communist party in the states, just keep cutting social services and watch them rise up out of the ghetto like a phoenix.


Thank God there is a sane judge around. Nice to write about something the court did right, after all the times I dissed them in my last article. I mean, I think lawyers are loaded guns... use them right,they are great... wrong, you end up in jail.

when the test itself is biased... the result is biased.



White Firefighters in Connecunt are acting like they have just won a major battle for people everywhere who just want to be treated fairly. The results of a biased test had been thrown out by a lower court, and the white firefighters who protested the results, have been told that they were the victims of prejudice..... They have not won some battle for freedom. They have done just the opposite. You could tell this easily if you deconstruct the situation using the proper tools, like Wittgenstein's truth statements, stand-point theory, Black Power philosophical principles, as well as Mar... this is not something that most people can do, unfortunately. . Unfortunately, I am dealing with a society that takes most of their philosophy from pop stars (it is true -- a lot of them have read the classics, and they filter this down in their songs to the uneducated intellessi--and if you think this does not exist, then you are a snob with a mind too closed to find true wisdom on this planet).

Okay... for hundreds of years, white, western culture, has imposed their values on others. Some of those values I impose on people to this day -- individual and religious freedom. Others are just plain ignorant. The tests for a firefighter look for someone who excelled in academics, which is quite different than excelling in life -- let alone like a no brainer like Fire Fighting. It does not take a rocket scientist to aim a damn hose, though it does a certain heroic, self-less bravado to walk into a burning house to save someone. This is not something that can be tested. There are no questions about where to aim a hose either, making the test worthless for finding out if someone can handled being a fireman. I have a dear uncles who was a firefighter, and him and his wife are no jems, believe me -- they are simply people who learned to play the capitalist game, and looked down on anyone else who did not.


Blacks test lower than whites. The tests are unfair. Period. Blacks often speak in Ebonics, a legitimate language that has arisen from English -- remember, you would not be able to talk English to someone five hundred years ago without a lot of translation, because language changes all the time with new philosophical thought, technology, and general knowledge. People literally walk into new rooms in their mind when they learn something significant. I had this kind of experience when I studied why we have laws that stop whites from discriminating against blacks through the use of race biased tests. Blacks are not dummer than whites. How long will it take these ignoramus whites to figure out that there is No Smoking Bell Jar. This is all about the tests, language, cultural dynamics, and, more than anything else, the kind of parents a child had, and their teachers. A lot of people are let down by both when it comes to growing academically. We cannot allow testing to keep these people from participating in jobs like being a fireman, or we will end up with great testers in the fire department, not great Firemen (why is there no gender neutral word for Firemen in general use, is another interesting question, but gender of the fire-persons is still assumed to be female, and will remain so as long as we assume Firemen are guys -- by merely stopping the assumption that jobs were for men alone, the feminist movement was able to gain the finances, and support, that they needed to grow. Without money and funding,things die in America. This was well known to the men who wanted to stop the women's movement in Texas.
A few women with abusive husbands decided that they would leave their husbands and band together. Others were women who stayed with their husbands, and made simple demands like getting to set up businesses to sell eggs. This alone was so revolutionary, that the men who supported this movement were hunted down and shot. The women were reviled as a revolution against the bible's dictate that men should rule over women like cattle. It says it, whether the people of the book do so or not -- I have only to look at the middle-east to be sickened by how women are treated. Not everyone, because there are enlightened people everywhere, but they are not doing their job on earth very well if their culture remains absurdly brain washed into following cultural patterns sheerly out of habit, rather than any knowledge of actual science, and modern theories about humans, how we shape reality, and how we gain freedom of mind and body. This is what this is about, Freedom. That is what getting a job offers you in America -- without money, you are a slave to a welfare system that keeps you half starved and desperate (for those ann rand fucks out there, YOU GO LIVE ON WELFARE FOR A YEAR, AND SEE IF IT IS THE WONDERFUL VACATION INTO MORAL DECAY THAT THIS BITCH DREAMED UP IN HER PETTY, CLUNKILY WRITTEN, ELITIST BOOK... THE NEO-CONS WHO WORSHIP THIS BOOK HAVE A FORM OF THOUGHT BRAIN CANCER THAT EATS AWAY AT THE EMPHATHETIC PORTIONS OF THEIR PERSONALITIES).

The Decision by Sotomeyer to say that the tests had to be voided, was more than sound. When she once said that a hispanic woman could probably relate better on the podium than the usual white, pampered, rich jewish guy... she was right (I add Jew because it is true, not damning... Jews are great, but they don't always know shit about living in a ghetto, and they are very much told that their are a lot of losers in this world, and their parents will die if they become one -- this is a horrible way to look at the world, and dangerous in a judge; different people are offered various challanges in their lives, and some are damn hard, even impossible, to overcome. Just because they were dealt bad cards or genes does not mean that they should be punished for what they are not in control of..,. and they are -- the poor black man goes to jail, and the rich white guy bails out, then gets some lawyers who talk his way out of his troubles... the poor man gets a lawyer from the court who does not give a shit and has no time for them (When I had my problems for trashing an emergency room doctor who I would have killed and still would if I could get away with it. my lawyer sent me a letter telling me when to show up in court -- 3o days too late, and the judge threw me in jail because I had a warrant that I did know existed. The lawyer and I both pointed out that the letter from her said this, but it pissed off the fat, old, white, rich lawyer on the Big Podium... so he threw me into a jail that denies you medication for the first week, even though he knew I am crippled up and dependent on medication to function.

He did not care. I had long hair and was skinny and was scum to him -- though I have never been arrested before been convicted of a crime before... in 45 years.


The people who believe their should be no racial quota's look at life like this judge did -- like everyone comes from a level playing field, and should have learned how to test. This is not the world that we live in. Many, many, intelligent, capable, personable people do not test well. They would make great firemen, by the way, where after that one test they would be through with academics and learning the actual skills they will use in their job.

Want to have a fair test for firemen? Do a personality profile to make sure they can handle the stress and have the heart of a hero, then train them to use their equipment and how to fight fires, then test them with actual shit they will have to do... not some test that says nothing about their ability.

I get so pissed off over this issue. I worked at places that simply did not hire blacks, by the way... and without quotas, they will never get jobs in places like that, and there are a lot more than you think -- ask a black person if I am right, and if you are white you will probably be surprised by their answer, though you more than likely will act like you are not to be polite.

I hate to mess with people who do heroic acts, but we have to remember that heroics are wondrous acts in otherwise flawed, normal people. No one is perfect. Our jobs do not make us immune to criticism, anymore than our race does.

All good people have to unite under a flag that is beyond race, a symbol takes into account what I like to call 'Cultural Sanity,' which means that when the tests have been shown, over and over, to be biased when trying to determine if someone should get a job or a promotion, we have to face this fact and try to do the best we can with it... in our quest for a fair, and just society.

The US system has within it the mechanism to change things like this, and we MUST NOT ALLOW THE SUPREME COURT TO TEAR APART THIS VITAL LEGISLATION, TO APPEASE A BUNCH OF OFFENDED FIREMEN. I know not giving them raises and promotions that they seemed to earn with the test was seemingly unfair, but if the test was unfair... then the results were unfair.

Face it -- whites are not smarter than blacks. This is the assumption that underlies this ruling. They do not test as well, and a brief examination of what is going on in some of their communities explains why -- here in this city, they have to go the worst schools in the nations. How can they then be expected to test into jobs on the same level as someone who attended a much better school? I got two F's in English and math in high school... b's and c's in most else, except writing and art, where I ace'd. In college, I had an entirely different attitude than the one that was fostered in my home environment, because I had been through intense work on myself after 7 years in AA and various forms of therapy, and I got A's. I did not have to take the SAT because I was older, but if I had taken it, I might have scored low because I did not care about learning when I was going to high school -- like a lot of kids,

I had bigger concerns in my life than what was happening at school; I envy people who don't, but they cannot imagine what it is like to have dysfunctional home life and try to go to high school and take your education seriously. My parents were terrible about monitoring our grades, because they knew from IQ tests that we were what they call gifted... and it was assumed by my mother that brains alone would get us through. My half-siblings were not so blessed, and she gave them 5 bucks for A's,but told us that we should get A's with our brains, so we got nothing. If it were not for my self-parenting skills learned in AA, I would never have even learned how to study. I did not do homework in high school after learning I could get away with it and still pass the classes.

So... stay away from those racial quota's, you so called Supreme Court.. you are not the supreme court by the way -- that is God's domain, and you should tread very lightly when throwing the stones required to judge another.

Yes, I don't care much for certain types of lawyers. Others I have loved for what they do... the law is like a gun, it can be used however you want. And yes, someone does have to judge. They should at least be humble enough to realize that God, in his infinite wisdom, decided not to make all people the same. This gives us a great wealth in the states of different cultures, and I would hate to see that lost because people want to act 'more white.'

In some schools, black children who engage in their classes are ridiculed by their classmates for 'acting white.' This kind of madness exists, and stops some of them from learning to test. We should not blame kids for falling under the spell of peer pressure, because that is how adolescents and children learn what is right, as well as what is wrong, with the various choices we make in our life.

Once again, our society is trying to BLAME THE CHILD FOR THE SINS OF THE FATHER. Our schools are a mess in the inner-city -- nearly 50 percent of the students drop out of some schools... that says there is a problem with the schools, not the students. Lack of funds for intervention into academically troubled students is no reason to stop people from being employed by cities as Firemen, or whatever....

Come to your senses, white boys, before the time comes to gun down the racists... the white race is going to lose its dominance in this society because of sheer population growth and inner-breeding; hopefully, we will be educated enough to join in that society, and not a small, angry population of Rush Limbaugh listeners.


















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