only a man would want to be jesus; jes.speaks. 5

the fiery spells that burn their way out
from my insides
only seem to hurt you more than me

the little words I throw at you...
they are nothing! Nothing!
compared to what I will do

Your false judgements of self and others
have made your gods invisible

a cryptic phantom steps out from your dreams and visions and says,
"Well, actually... yes, I do exist."

You don't know what to do
with the long haired stoner
who made his imaginary army real

"I am not what you expected... I simply am,"
I tell you...

Now that my voice has been heard
all over your puny planet

you want me to deny who I am

I sit back in my well trained mind
and think, "It's deja vu all over again."

I asked my enemies to come walk
together on the shore...

they took this for some blanket forgiveness
of their sins... brought gold and strippers to seal the deal
When I told them I cannot be bought
they lined the road with crucifixes
until they understood I will be stronger
in death than in life
the words I write their future
whether my flesh is here or on high

Ask yourself why you will only accept
a god painted in your own image
and you will begin to see your selfishness as I do

Ask yourself what you can't live without
and know your godling owns nothing more
that the wrinkled clothes on his back
and a grey cat

My life is an act for the eyes of my Father!!!!
Not you!!!


I gave up on pleasing mankind a long time ago
getting crucified teaches you about living
for how you look in the eyes of others

Last Time I died a bloody, writhing vision
screaming for help into an empty sky
Not this time...

no, not this time...

2007 years later I have
returned to find Rome's soldiers
still sleeping in their beds
content they killed off the troublesome jew
Now
I raise my sword over their slumbering selves
surprise even me with how bloody this indiana boy is becoming
as my sword falls again and again


Now You Will See
How The Mighty Fall

before this wizard king...
how the skies blacken and lightening and fire
come at my command
You will see...
You will see...
and then
you will wish for miracles no more...