seething silence

seething silence



Fuck or fight world...

ain't worthy of the one
gonna get the other

predators everywhere 

sometimes all they have to kill is the sunshine in the room

bad breath

bad stenches

bad taste
bad ideas

and then the really bad shit
 that you pray you will only read about in the newspaper

the monsters who seem down right polite in horror movies

     and are nothing like that all in real life
just masochists
playing your pain

I have been raised among a people who should have long ago rebelled

among good hearts whose love of peace has been used and abused

watched the end of all I love

happen quicker than my mind can hold

denial snaps in
 when I think of
extinctions
can't watch no more nature shows...
and hear that voice drone on at the end about the perils to the creatures

how we go on at all is the amazing part

how we bury ourselves in our mole holes of the everyday

and make our way

I want to love and forgive and that is it

everything else draws a lot of dark energy into my life
brings out the fight in everyone around me
leads to open war

the screaming savage dances with swirling knives
pleased to end see his enemies end in bloody  justice

sick of the cycles of revenge
sick of the need to take to get by
just plain old fucking sick of it

sickened by all you love

beholden
to all you hate

have a taste of this apple....

brace yourself

the floor is about to fall out

the ceiling fly away

the walls collapse and crumble