Funny how we think one person is the center of universe..the sun around which our planet-ourselves orbits around and yet d when that ends universe explodes... you see all the stars out there again, the places to travel to, and the, sorry to say a so soon, but I do think about it in a way...other women....Must be careful ... reaons for that too.....last time after a fifteen year relastionship,, I was celebate for a year,,, but I love women,,, and other... well, , other women out there more off into art and politics, the lasses I have turned down are rather heartbreaking as I break up. Anyways, I would not disrespect M by looking around very hard while we are in this process of transition, still, I would be stupid not to... make certain exceptions if you know, well... but not while we live together these next couple months.... a lot of time to decide how I will deal with this new,, unexpected situation.
I also missed the friends I have missed by being tied to M's mother's needs... I have been turning down a chance to go to Egypt and write on a newspaper, be their English web connection, exciting time to be there... but my radio show is doing the same thing, featuring a journalist from there. Easy to get the cats in and a place to stay in the middle or a revolution. I would thrive.
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