There were only a few problems in my fairly ideal childhood in many ways, one was the bulllies , who would have appeared anywhere on the planet, who drove David Gilbert to suicide, after he developed a form of tourettes, before there was such a disease acknowledged and then thought to be a madness, instead of a neurological tick that is treatable..... and kept sticking out his toungue and jerking his head in the middle of conversations. I knew him from long before this and felt very sorry for him and fought battles for him, for sure...
Our family moved away and he lost six allies who understood him and were two doors away, a sanctuary and safety and a crew on the way home to stop the bullies. He tried to kill himself... i moved back to Garrett, and lived with my newly retired Father who was trying to drink away the pain of losing the family he loved... lasted six months,moved back to my mothers....Dave dropped out of school and tried to hide himself for a few months, then... HE KILLED HIMSELF... RIP>
There were only a few problems in my fairly ideal childhood in many ways, one was the bulllies , who would have appeared anywhere on the planet, who drove David Gilbert to suicide, after he developed a form of tourettes, before there was such a disease acknowledged and then thought to be a madness, instead of a neurological tick that is treatable..... and kept sticking out his toungue and jerking his head in the middle of conversations. I knew him from long before this and felt very sorry for him and fought battles for him, for sure...
Our family moved away and he lost six allies who understood him and were two doors away, a sanctuary and safety and a crew on the way home to stop the bullies. He tried to kill himself... i moved back to Garrett, and lived with my newly retired Father who was trying to drink away the pain of losing the family he loved... lasted six months,moved back to my mothers....Dave dropped out of school and tried to hide himself for a few months, then... HE KILLED HIMSELF... RIP>
Justice is the ONLY WAY TO GET PEACE. We NOW DEMAND AND WILL GET JUSTICE FOR ALL.. EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE FELT ABOVE THE LAW... God is underneath and inspiring the Law, and HE IS THE JUDGE... humans must humble themselves enough to know they are, at best, members of THE JURY, OR WITNESSES IN THE COURT OF GOD. The Judges and prosecuters and witnesses seeking amnesty must work together, to do their part to bring down the Elite. YOU ARE THE LAW, ACT LIKE IT... REDEEM YOUR PAST BY YOUR PRESENT
WE ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO CAN STOP some things... like wall street, the bankers rape of our land owners.... WE as CITIZENS...MUST STEP UP INTO THE GAPS WHERE THE LAW AND POLITICIANS FAIL TO GO.... WE MUST BE RESPONSIBLE NOW..and admit the old ways are failing us, and we must continue on as our FOREFATHERS INTENDED -- WITH AN EXPERIMENT EXPERIMENT EXPERIMENT IN DEMOCRACY... THAT MEANS EVOLVING FROM WHAT WE KNOW... ACT NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR COWARDLY PEACE...
What is true is so much harder to believe than the lies that we sit back in like Lazy Boy Chairs and pretend the world is not going to hell as long as they can catch all the bad guys on CRIMINAL MINDS.... WE MUST NOT stay in our mirage of the hyper reality,THAT FALSE DOCTRINE drilled in and reinforced each night on the TV NEWS and lame scream streaming media....
Mostly, as an artist of late, I find the best I have to offer the minds digesting my words, are these here TRUE STORIES FROM This LIFE of Pain and Redemption and all this falling and getting back up AND FALLIN' DOWN AND GETTING UP AND DOWN AND up and down the slippery slopes of life. I KNOW AND PROVE EVERY DAY I FUNCTION ON THIS PLANET AS THE ARTIST I HAVE DREAMT OF BEING SINCE MY FIRST THOUGHTS OF WHERE THIS LIFE WOULD TAKE ME..... KNOW YOU AS WELL --- No Matter How Far Down You Have Fallen... You are not beneath the reach of The Hand of God, always there, waiting for you to ask for a way to rise from your pits of despair, and sin...
I want my writing to showcase the wisdom that others passed on to me and I synthesize for them into my words/mind/life of a poet warrior and a jester, who also studied and learned and speaks the language OF this time, and translates theirs.... AS WELL as the dense words of philosophers it took me years of papers and reading from many sources to understand....I Praxis...
I want my writing to showcase the wisdom that others passed on to me and I synthesize for them into my words/mind/life of a poet warrior and a jester, who also studied and learned and speaks the language OF this time, and translates theirs.... AS WELL as the dense words of philosophers it took me years of papers and reading from many sources to understand....I Praxis...
i work very hard to stop POLICE/PROTESTER VIOLENCE... PEOPLE SHOULDBE ABLE TO SAFELY BRING THEIR KIDS TO SUCH THINGS, AND SHARE FOOD WITH THE COPS.... WE MUST STOP such COCK FIGHts from starting.. if you get arrested, go quietly, sitting down and dragged away if you want... CIVIL CIVIL CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE THE POLICE KNOW HOW TO HANDLE PEACEFULLY PEACEFULLY PEACEFULLY... LET THEM DO THEIR JOB, AS YOU HAVE DONE YOURS, SHOWING YOUR POWER... let there be no friction here, between two forces with much more in common than any differences, and a common enemy that must NOT BE ALLOWED TO DIVIDE AND CONQUER THE WORKING CLASS... AND THE POLICE ARE WORKING CLASS, UNIONIZED AND AS HUNGRY, -IF NOT HUNGRIER, FOR CHANGE AS ANYONE ELSE...
On Spying, and operation TOTAL AWARENESS: We will use what we have to ferret out our enemies for now, then leave the people a level playing field, is the intentions of the spies I am hearing form... they are sick of being the palace guards, and have turned on their oppressors, to join a force that respects them as warriors. I will put a stop to it when i no longer need it...
A good general knows that when the revolution is over,they should shut the fuck up and let the people decide how they wish to live...
It ain't over yet.
In Waking Up Jesus, people are always trying to get Him to make a commandment, and He is always telling them to think for themselves, what is right in the context of their life... and religion. Finally, He responds to these people scrambling for some new religion (he thinks there are already too many and enough to start another) with this ....
"NEED A COMMANDMENT?
DO NOT TOLERATE PEOPLE ACTING SUPERIOR."
When I tell you that we LIVE IN THE POST PRIVACY AGE I AM NOT USING A METAPHOR... we must live to learn to function anyways... and live in a world that has been tracked and is watched. Most people have nothing to worry about ... IF THE LAWS WERE PERFECTLY FAIR, THEY WOULD JUST CATCH CRIMINALS... they are not. Nor is society. I do not think we have progressed this far.... but the tapes of ourselves will be fun to look at when we are old. Wrote a short story about a man watching his passed w
Under Bush, Intelligence forced me to design plans for their war that drew blood, saved blood... and I hate blood. now I will only work with people who feel the same way... but I have supporters and know of many of others who think I am naive... I pray to God I can convince them the peaceful way is the ONLY WAY... because realitically, it is the ONLY ONE WHICH WILL WIN.
On Obama, he sent me a video, where he was still laughing from listening to our show, asking to meet me... he was great. Around Chicago, he brought great Hope. i KNOW THE DIFFERENCE between the good man and what he is doing as a president. the compromises he has tried to make have in the past brought together the communities he worked with. He is now learning this is not that easy. here he has enemies trying to stop his every mover toward helping the working class.
Another great thing about Gay people being able to serve openly is that the old myth about gay people being less manly, or less of a woman, will be destroyed. I used to have a gay friend, John, who was very obviously gay, and not really flaunting it but sure as hell not hiding it. He worked on the line on Ford and was when someone made a comment to him, disparaging him, as they did in Toledo Ohio, this five foot two guy went to war... screaming and then fighting if he had to. I love a good righteous fight... we had fun together. Then, he died of AIDS. He did not tell me because he did not want me to look at him as dying, as so many others did.
THANK YOU US ARMED FORCES FOR ALLOWING PATRIOTS TO SERVE HONESTLY -- NO GENDER, RACE OR SEXUALITY MUST BE PERCEIVED AS ANYTHING MORE THAN WHAT GOD MADE SOMEONE.... CONGRATULATIONS SOLDIERS, CARRY ON..
Though I am not gay, if I was, and I was in the armed forces, I would be telling everyone today that I am gay.... just to show my support.
Oh Lord, please keep the Peace in this protest, and keep the protesters and the police safe from harm. Thanky you protesters, and officers... do not fall into the trap of making officers of the law, doing their job, your enemy... show the Elite that we are better than they are at all times.... SALUTE, REVOLUTIONARIES..... SALUTE, OFFICERS and all others involved in this action........ May your relationship show the world why we should respect all of you.
.They stop us from revolting
Put up barriers in therapy
with psychopop babblers of positive thinking
Throw fruit in our cage
only if we dance to their tune
Stop us
From
Feeling the world
Enough
To act Righteous
Make us slowly amputate ourselves
Until we are merely the required working components
What if we all put down our arms and swore to talk for a month about ways to create peace... THE WORLD WOULD CHANGE... NO MORE PEOPLE WOULD BE SACRIFICED for the political battles that are better discussed in civil tones, and worked on by all sides to please as many citizens as possible. A Dream I Have... one night God gives every soldier across the planet the same dream of peace and they would all wake up and know God had given them an order to stop fighting, and go home, and follow the discussions of the Peace Makers to make sure Justice guides their thoughts.... WE MUST WORK TOWARD THE BEST POSSIBLE SOLUTION... and then, sadly enough, accept the results, and move on the next problem.. if we are to stay true to the GOOD FIGHTPeople need to accept each other as different, rather than demand everyone act the same damned way...
YOU TRY TO RECRUIT AN ARMY BEFORE YOU FIGHT THEM... WHY NOT? OFFER THEM PEACE AND A JOB AND FREEDOM AND A VOICE IF YOUR SIDE IS WINNING, THEY WILL COME OVER FOR SURVIVAL ALONE, THOUGH I HOPE MOST COME BECAUSE THEY KNOW ALL PEOPLE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS PLANET, AND THE POLITICIANS ARE FAILING, AND THE DEMANDS OF THE PEOPLE ALONE WILL BRING JUSTICE.
PROTESTERS IN NEW YORK BLESS YOU.... AND PLEASE KNOW... YOU DO NOT WANT VIOLENCE. THE POLICE WILL BE FORCED TO CRACK DOWN, WHICH IS TRAUMATIC FOR ALL INVOLVED AND STUPID AND BESIDE THE POINT AND TAKES AWAY FROM THE FOCUS ON THE ISSUES. Do not do it around me or i will kick your ass up and down the street, and i know a lot of people who feel this way... so before you start something, remember, we look just like you and we are watching...you will get your ass kicked, and when we are done turned over to officers of the law, cuffed, taken away, and treated with harsh sentences in court. We guarantee that in Chicago. You should do the same in New York. Works for us, and the Police are able to show sympathy with our side, instead of prepare for battle against us. They MUST BE OUR FRIENDS FOR OUR SIDE TO WIN.
I studied under a Wittgenstein scholar who was convinced that if we stopped using metaphors of war in speech, like we always do with winning and fighting and battles, etc... and replaced this with peaceful metaphors that disallowed competition in place of harmony and sharing, we would change as a culture to peaceful, loving folk.... she was a Feminist Separatist, Dr. Sarah Hoagland, who taught me more than most.... They call this being POLITICALLY CORRECT. There was an all out assault by the Mains stream media on this theory, though none of them really understood what they were talking about... takes years of study to understand Wittgenstein and others, which is why philosophy was one of my majors. There is a reason an entire class is taught on a philosopher, and tests and papers are used to understand them..it does not come natural from some gut feeling. This is why you study the humanities people, to learn to think, in a way that only a disciplined classroom usually will... exceptions abound, of course... but they are few.THE INTERNET SERMONS... by THE PREACHER...
No more hyper-reality FOR US. We have already spent too long in an oasis of belief where nothing is wrong, folks... Now, we must face this was all a mirage... and try like hell to get out of this desert... or resolve ourself to the fact that we will leave our children to starve in the barren sands.
There are better ways to defeat an enemy than an outright fight, especially if you are vastly outnumbered, like the Elite. MSM PSY-WAR allows them to control our actions through our thoughts, and basically stop our FORCE from activating. I am not saying we should fight just because we can win, I am just saying we should fight before we lose, if no other option is left us.... because a world is at stake.
You are a spark in dry timber, stopped from becoming a roaring flame
only by -- YOUR OWN DISBELIEF IN YOUR POWER TO IGNITE...They SET UP LAWS THAT ALLOW THEM TO STEAL. MURDER. BRAINWASH THEIR CRITICS. We must begin to feel challenged now to stop them. Or WE WILL LOSE EVERYTHING. PERIOD. THE SKY, OTHER SPECIES, OUR WATER... OUR MINDS. No more hyper-reality for us... too long in that oasis where nothing is wrong folks... we must face this is all a mirage.
OUR LACK OF RESOLVE TO CHANGE OUR WORLD MUST PUZZLE THE GODS THEMSELVES.... how can we be this collectively dum? And if we are....then the brains will be looked to as potential saviors.... when all too often they are just psocyo-paths and stooges and scared folks under the gun who are ALLOWED to CON EVERYONE... FOR THE GOOD OF A SMALL cabal.
I knew a philosophy prof activist who was invited to a school in the moutains, where the drugs were practically free and there were no grades, with many other brilliant activists, to get them to stop protesting without having to beat and jail and shoot them. He ended up working for the NSA, and from inside they helped stop the Vietnam war. After Kent State,the protests died down so Nixon started bombing the hell out of Cambodia... with no american casualties in the paper, the protests died even more. The NSA was responsible for telling out pilots when a missile lock was on their plane, so they could turn around and get away. Worked like a charm. One Christmas Eve, the NSA stopped telling the pilots they were locked on and almost 25 were shot down. The protests started again, and the war was ended... and the Cambodia people saved. This was all done behind the scenes... see why I am not afraid to go into the Rabbit Hole and help them on certain issues, as long as we play by my Rules... which Are God's.
The Buddha said, LIFE IS SUFFERING. This is something he wanted people to accept so they would know they are not alone in their pain, and that humans, from time immemorial, have rose up against despite our wounds, took our place in our pack, and walked on....
I AM GRATEFUL TO THE KIND PEOPLE at my Grandfathers Lutheran Church, Father Isenberg in the Catholic Church, and the kind and wise and educated preacher at the BIBLE BAPTIST CHURCH OF AUBURN INDIANA... where i learned that God above all is love, and internalized the idea to act like Jesus as much as possible, no matter the odds against me.... They kept the death and destruction and ideas of Hell away from the children, teaching them only of a God of love. Funny, back then they were closer to the truth than all the hundreds of theories and religions I have studied since.
The poet's pen cuts deep enough to kill, to decapitate.
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