
I AM A SNEER ON THE FACE OF MAN
this man was hung for being a homosexual.... who would not let them cut his dick off and become a woman, as Iranian law allows. I love the persian people, and pray they can get control of their government before someone else tries to step in .
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by jsr
21/02/07
6:51 PM
i'm a holy convert to the cause,
screaming and all pissed off at my enemies,
waging war from this blog,
the religious psycho killer's sh it list,
johnnyapain,
the church of the bleeding toe,
my easel, FEARLESS RADIO ...
though I aM more than ready to forgive them all.
I mean, come on...
don't you want a hot, juicy, hard/soft succulent peace?
Let's take some if we have to.
Though we should pray we get a peace willingly,
gracefully, and fully lubricated for fucking this dark life all silly again.
sing to your enemies:
our hearts are still open
our minds are still free
We forgive you
forgive us
"I's words plain to those with spirit of prophecy."
Nephi...
the great I inside us all
will emerge and become one creature
fighting through a universe of savage grace
Thhs
blog is now a memoir, writtten in prose, poetry, essay, pictures, movies, radio shows, and soon my live shows which will be broadcast live or soon after all over the world in the little lap tops.
Help me tear the words out of the hands of the entrenched elite and hand them to the smallest, sickesT, most autistic child in the village -- THEY WILL LEAD US OUT OF THIS FOREST OF LIES, back INTO the truth of the gentle lamb. "I's words are easily understood by those who prophesy."
The first page of a blog is fairly important to me,though others who are cooler just let their work speak or itself; me I have to have a barker out in front of the joint getting all the shills in, because I learned from criminals and cops and carnies and theives and saints -- all day and night during the cab driving, in toledo, detroit, chicago, bowling green and all through michigan to the up one day with a bunch of realroaders... and took breaks for the academic lectures in history and philosophy, painting, cults, whatever... that gave a context for the images splashing into my eyes all day in the cab.
I never let a religion talk to me. I snubbed the missionaries and the like minded and good people who it hurt to hurt, after getting burned so bad when I was a kid Someone filled me full of lies, violated my very mind with their con. I am not used to forgiving such people. I have a great memory for slights, never forget them (dave and garth, missionaries who taught in El Salvador a few miles from the front, I am sorry I dissed your god.... she forgave me. I hope you can, too.... for your sake. I got all the forgiveness I CAN HANDLE from THE HORRIFYING CREATURE OF SAVAGE GRACE. . . which is just enough to forgive them ALL OF THEIR TRESPASSES and still stay strong and proud and battle-ready
prepared to fight like it matters
you and me and the great we weee
I feel your yearning for the ORDER TO COME DOWN.
YOUR BRAVERY BRINGS PRIDE UNTO OUR TRIBE
OUR POETS WILL SING YOUR NAME WITH QUET GRACE
and our warriors will scream your name for strength
during the ebss and tides of this total war
as we fight our way into the enemy encampments
search the faces of the emaciated prisoners
seeking the elusive child of peace
finding only warriors who want to go home
we police the area
take all the records we can for the whims of history
burn the enemy assets
I lead out on point
I enjoy it more than most
I only seem to know I am alive
when death is close
enough to whisper to me
of the meat I will become
telling me myths of more fire
hells and demons and other silly booger monsters
I JUST know better than to listen
in a place I think unlearned men call common sense
where the creature stirs
I HAVE BEEN a sneer on the face of man. . . until I began to smile back at you, and always say hello to everyone and bring as much kindness to whereever the hell I was
now I am something new
an emerging thing
I am sister and brother mother, uncle aunt, grandparent,lover, friend.... chairman Pain
& dear loving gentle father
who partied with the best of them
despite the scars of the brandings in treatment
business ww 2 and the loss
of the woman and the kids you so loved
in my names I war
Still the religions try to come to me as I walk this narrow path commanded and required to getto the minuscule gate out of this particular hell demonshun (sick). DEMONSHUN. This is the original spelling, until some uptight english teacher with chronic constipation of the mind and balls, told the little angel to sound out the words, then a few years later he learned that he had been tricked with this phoenics method; that his spelling abilities were pretty much destroyed bY MRS. SURE -- that mean bitch, who would take her sick, nazi ways out on first graders is burning in hell now... no, I have to forgive her too, though all I have heard of her in the passing years has confirmed the first graders deep, seething hatred. Mom says she got me out of this class after a couple weeks, but to me... this is how school started and it went on forever; I was literally trapped in one room for the first time in my life AND I WOULD CLOCK WATCH FOR THE NEXT TWELVE YEARS BECAUSE OF ONE SICK BITCH WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN CAPPED. On the other hand, Mrs. Sure is the mother of a chick I would like to bang in all holes and hands and toes; she turned into an empty yuppie with a rich hubby;
NOw they still come to me, as I try to walk this narrow path commanded toward the tiny, tiny gate out of this hell,
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